yup... long and inbetween

Alright... so once again it has been months since I have updated this thing. Well.. I turn 21 tomorrow night! I am ssssooo excited. I am still kind of unsure of what is going to happen, but hey... who cares? Not me... I just want to have a good time. Well anywho... I am at work and I need to start being productive. I am definately going to be updating this thing after my birthday celebration!! WOO HOO!!!

Alright... ssssoooo... I highly dislike Ivy Tech. First they lost my application, so therefore my financial aid was declined because they couldn't find an application on file. So I went there to fix it, but no one know what in the funk was going on. Then all my classes get dropped for non-payment while I was trying to figure out this whole finacial aid thing. So I go to get it fixed. I was there for two and a half hours filling this out, talking to him, talking to her, filling that out.. so on and so forth. You get the pic. And to no avail... after all of that they tell me they can't help me unless I make a payment of 200 hundred buckaroos. Well I don't exactly carry that around in my back pocket considering that I am a college student. I go to finacial aid office and they are closed.... of course. I go back the other day and they tell me that they have no record of me ever applying for financial aid. So I ask them a simple question..."If I have never filed for fin.aid then how did I get a certified letter in the mail that I could not get it at that time because I was considered a courses only student and not a degree seeking student." They obviously had no reply for me... so I told them to f off and I stormed out of there. I now have to take the flippin letter there sometime this week and figure this BS out. It kinda sucks because the semester is almost over. I mean it is spring break right now. UUUUGGGGHHHHH!!! What a time I am having. I seriously considered dropping out for the semester... then I thought... why don't I do that... so I can live off my parents the rest of my life, never get married, and never have kids. Who would want to date a loser that works at a dead end job, and lives in there parents house? Yeah... thats what I thought too. So I am not dropping out. I am just going to keep trying to fix this retarded mess. Oh how I love good ol' Ivy Tech... not really... but ya know what I mean. Anyway....
On a lighter note. Robert and I will have been together for 6 months thsi Friday. Wow... 6 months. Usually I am lucky to date the same guy for a month. Guys just bore me for some reason. But he has stuck around. Why tho... I have no clue. I can be a real bitch at times. I guess I am just lucky that he is pretty patient and it takes a lot to make him mad. I dunno. The only thing that sucks is that here lately I feel like he has become more distant from me. I think it is only because he has been busy, but I don't know. If only I talked about my feelings. I am so closed off sometimes that it is scary. But I can't help it. I have been scarred in the past. I dunno. I gotta get to work. Peace Out!

Wow! So it has been like 10 years since I have written on this thing. SSSSOOOOO..... there is a lot of catching up to do. Well lets see. Last semester wasn't too bad. Most my classes were pretty easy. I stopped cheering at IUPUI which was completely crazy. First time I haven't been a member of a cheer squad in like a million years. I still go to open gym at Cheer World... not that I really do much there. Just stunt a lil with Robert, and sit around and be lazy the rest of the time. Speaking of Robert.... he's my boyfriend, and I am very much in love with him. We really haven't been together for very long, it will be 4 months on the 17th... YAY! Time has flown by with him, but it feels like we have been together a lot longer than we have. We ate dinner with my bestest best Melissa and her boytoy the other night. When he went to the bathroom she said that she hasn't seen me this happy in a really long time. And she is right. I haven't been this happy with someone that I have been in a relationship with in a really really long time. We met at Cheer World where he works back in August. He came up to me and sad "You are stunting with me" I said "I am?" He said "Yes" and the rest is history. I could really go on and on and on about him, but this entry would be forever long. Literally. Anywho. Eating dinner with Robert, Mel, and Jason was a blast. I always have a great time with her. YAY! She approved of Robert so that made me happy. We figured out what Candied Pickles were and decided that we didn't like them. LOL. Hmmm... lets see... what else. Oh... I work at Aeropostale in Circle Centre now. It's a really fun job, it just sucks cause I work all the damn time. But its cool because I enjoy the paycheck! Oh yeah... I tranferred to Ivy Tech so that I can get a degree in nursing. Yeah... well I think this is enough for now. I must do some school work stuff... fun fun... Peace out!